If you haven't changed your mind ,
I want you to stay with me tonight ,
I'm tired of pretending to be strong ,
I was too young ,
Every time I think about you baby ,
Now I can say it, I miss you ,
It's so hard to say I'm sorry.

I want to keep singing this song ,
For you, not for anyone else ,
It's an endless story, always shining ,
Always, I want to tell you, forever ,

Memories of our time together ,
Don't erase them, don't go away,
Just let them melt warmly, I want to make sure ,
These drops of tenderness spread out in my heart ,
I'm missin' you so much it hurts ,
Our hands overlap, don't let go .

If just one wish could be granted ,
I want to keep singing this song once more ,
It's an endless story, filled with unceasing love ,
Tell me why, tell me, forever .

I want to keep singing this song ,
For you, not for anyone else ,
It's an endless story, always shining ,
Always, I want to tell you, forever.

11:12 PM
...Inside of the sudden light I awaken ...



what should i do, to make you sees me?

ahh, your name's keep spinning in my head. all i was thinking was you. but i know it's hopeless. there's nothing more i could do. there's something mysterious in my heart when i saw you. i felt something, but i dont know what is it. i couldnt calm myself when i saw you. haa, funny. i never behave like that before, but after i knew you. i became a different person. not much difference, but still i've change.

but i know i dont like you, or love you. it's just a feeling. a good feeling, a nice feeling whenever i saw you. it was great, although you dont know it. but, it's better like that.




you're my angel.

6:10 PM
...Inside of the sudden light I awaken ...



1st of November


today's my cousin brother, Victor Ng and Nicole 's wedding. They've been together more than 4 years, i think. They were a nice couple afterall, finally they get together. Their speech in the beginning of the dinner was so touching. They said about how they treat each other, and how lucky they were to have each other. Well, after they finished the wonderful speech, the dinner starts. There are also performances, dancing performances. One of them is the bride's cousin. They won a competition before, so they were really great. There were also some photos of my cousin and his wife, how they get to meet each other. (:

Well, I wish they would be together forever.

Uncle, Nicole, Victor, Aunty, Danny.

Family Photo.






4:14 PM
...Inside of the sudden light I awaken ...



my father drove us ( including my grandma ) to Genting yesterday around, 3 pm. reached there at 4 ++pm. my grandma has a free room, due to her card's point. and she booked another room too. we immediately check-in when we get there. and, when we stepped into our room, we was like.. woah. it was nice, although there isn't any nice view outside. but the toilet's amazing. it has a bathtub. the bed was big enough for two person to sleep. so, my mommy and father sleep in one room, my sis and i and my grandma sleep in one room. they even have astro. cool. my grandma has free ticket for dinner, and also free ticket for a magic show. but it wasn't time yet, so my sis and i went to the archade and played. we get 950++ tickets, for the games. and after that, we went to the free dinner in a place called " Be A Star". after that, we went back to the hotel and take our bath. then we went to the magic show. Called " Dazzling ". it was so cool. too bad they dont allow us to take pictures while the show is on. :/ we went back to the hotel after watching the show.

we went to have breakfast this morning in a dont know called what restaurant. well, the food there wasn't great, and it's expensive... we went back to the archade and continued to play, and finally, hahahaha. we earn 2800++ points !! so we change prizes for the points. and we got two bears, two panda, and one camel( i guess it was ), and also some books and one nice paper bag. :] my sis and i gave one bear to my grandma, it was a white bear with blue shirt, it's cute. and it's fur is very nice to touch, it was so smooth. and we gave my mommy a panda with blue ribbon, and my father a panda with red ribbon. which means my mommy will have father with her, and my father will have mommy with him. then finally we check-out and went back home.






2:42 PM
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my sis will be so happy when she sees thissss. (: this guy is so hot. and tall. and good looking of course. a few years back he went to the army thingy, in korea. and he was missing in action for a few years. but i think he's back right now. :D

HIS NAME IS JO IN-SUNG !

11:03 PM
...Inside of the sudden light I awaken ...



sis, i'm more addicted to these few guys. although mark is good at acting :D but he's married.. and got children too.. so sad :X (just kidding)


my LUM FONG ! ( he's so handsome when he smiles.. actually he's handsome at all times XD)



BLUE ~



DONG WOOK <3





7:42 PM
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10:57 PM
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